Two hours until departure and I’m sitting at the terminal very anxious. In just half an hour I will be completing one of the biggest accomplishments of my life and also overcoming a huge obstacle.
No one likes being told what to do or how they should do things. Especially when you’re an adult. For three years, that was my life in my relationship. No one ever thinks that they would get to that point in their lifetime, If EVER AT ALL. The situation definitely isn’t planned. And when you’re the victim, you definitely don’t expect it.
So many warning signs repeating over and over and I completely ignored them. Looking back now I’m thinking about how stupid and dumb I was to not act on those signs. I just sat there and thought that the next day would be better. Until I just had enough. But, I’m grateful for what I went through because today is the happiest I have ever been in a long time. I have such a bigger outlook on my life and my horizons are much bigger. I’m FINALLY traveling out the country!
I don’t hate anyone and I don’t hate him. But, I guess a thank you will suffice for everything he has put me through because it molded me to who I am today; a strong, independent woman.